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チャイニーズオーケストラの演奏会（えんそうかい）！！

私（わたし）はSui Yien（スイイエン）です、漢字（かんじ）は 萃云

悠（ゆう）でよんでっもいいです

マレーシア人です

マレーシア科学大学で勉強しています、専門は化学です。

今はもう三年生です、それは最終学年です。

どうぞよろしくお願いします！

私は　日本の音楽（おんがく）や　アニメや　料理や　だいすきです

それだけではない、日本の文化（ぶんか）もうすきです。

日本のことはもっと知りたいです、勉強したい。

このポストは日本語のクラスの宿題（しゅくだい）の一部分（ぶぶん）です。

このブログを使って、日本語をもっと上達（じょうだつ）させたい。

日本語についで、まだたくさんのことが知りませんですから、よろしくね！

このブログで　いろいろなことをみなに紹介（しょうかい）したいです

例えば歌（うた）とか　アニメ　とか　イベント(event)　とか

偶に（たまに）は日本の文化もかきます。

今だけのアイデアです、できるだけおもしろくにします。頑張り（がんばり）ます！

1st class was amazing, rika sensei is very nice n approachable. She speaks japanese almost all the time in the class n i love it! but I stil can't really make myself to talk in japanese. My hear was beating so fast!! and after i ask her question it beats faster!!!! wow~! I know i got a lot of mistakes wen i speak in japanese coz i din really learn it from books, hmmmmmm maybe 80% is from watching anime for so many years~ hahhaha XD so those grammar thingy, i don really know. Of course, is there's a chance, I would like to learn bout 敬语 too~

we have to write blog and o presentation for the course. Blog~ good chance to make me update my blog more often and learn japanese too. Presentation........ i wonder what kind of topic should i do hmmmm..... think i should learn from sylvia, try to browse more website in japanese. Maybe changing my fb into japanese would be a good idea to start off with~!

Hope everyone would enjoy this lovely japanese class for the whole sem~! Oh, btw, everyone in the class is amazing! They all seems to be very friendly and fun, i have a feeling of this class is going to be great for the rest of the sem~~

This post was written because of a news i saw today. A guy committed suicide because of breaking up with a girl, leaving his father, beloved sister and friends behind. I read a lots of comments in his fb, some saying he is very 伟大, some say he is 傻, 蠢, n some say he is not worth to be pity.

为爱自杀真的那么伟大吗? I don't think so. Maybe you are really in love with this girl, making her ur life, the most important person in the world, everything of yours. BUT, your death only will make her suffer for life, for letting her to bear the guiltiness for the rest of her life. Do you think she'll be touched for the fact tat you die for her because you love her?

AND what about ur family? Those who love you since you were born and take care of you until now. For so many years they never give up on you. Now, you pay them with your death and leaving them eternal sadness and sorrow?

This post IS NOT to critics this guy, but is to ALL PEOPLE THAT THOUGHT OF COMMIT SUICIDE. There's no problem that cannot be solved, your death only will relieve your pain, your own pain. Those who left behind by you will have to clean your mess and the problem is left unsolved, in the end they are the one who suffer.

There was another news on a mother jumping down the building in front of her child who was crying and try to stop her. But, she still jump in the end. Now, what trauma will you think the child will undergo?

THIS is a super selfish act, i would rank it in the 1st place of the most selfish thing to do in the world. AND, it'll only cause yourself to suffer in the end. I'm a Buddhist, and what i know that is, those who commit suicide will not gain a next live, and you'll repeat this act everyday at the time u did it. 百善孝为先，自杀罪最重，自杀后的罪报更苦，要受反复自杀的痛苦，因为四恩未报（四恩指的是父母恩、师长恩、国家恩、众生恩），责任未了，即擅自轻生。I dunno what about Christian, but even not from the view of religion, commit suicide is still not the right ting to do.

There are so many people out there tat is trying so hard to live, to stay alive. They wish to live but they couldn't. (from love live)

Some might say I don have the right to critics other, or I don understand how they feel. everyone have their problem, i never talk bout it doesn't mean I never undergo something like that. I did something wrong and i know my family will be so angry tat they can kill me, an at that time i think i cannot be forgiven ad really tot of jumping down from a building. But i thought of my parents, i can imagine their face and tears when they get this news. Just like in drama, they sure will think that there's nothing cannot be solved as long as i'm alive.

No matter how hard is it now, it'll be over someday. There is always an end to all things, no matter good or bad. You just have to go through the bad and make the good come.

Hope everyone appreciate their own life and take care of those around you.

You might wonder why is it call handsome and gelis for this post. Actually it brings out the moment around us in the pool, or i should say, it happens in our daily life too. a super handsome yeng hunky lifeguard was swimming in the pool a bit not very close to us while there is a gang of dark saudi gelis swimming around us. So when u were very into enjoying the handsome swimming in front of u, suddenly the gelis pass by you which is just like few inches from u, and u'll think: wat the.........

Yeu chen is on his own for duty, so~ he is kinda free n i end up chatting with him after 40 mins of swimming. My arms are in super pain, consequence from not exercising for too long~ SO~ the middle of the pool became the gossip spot of us~ By the way, yc said he won't get down from his high chair to save us if we drown~ ohohohoho~~~ n so, sq started practicing how to drown n ask help from yc XD

Oh, and the board XD. Mei ying couldn't swim forward while she is with the board and sq go float all around the pool and almost langgar by a geli~hahahha xD

All in all~ there's so much funny things happen and sq kinda attacked by me for few times, the pool time was great! Muackss to all that make it a good day~!

He just couldn't see a point why he need to accompany me, he got nothing to do in my lab and he said many times before that his work cannot be bring out of his office. He thinks there's nothing to be scare about.

Being a girl, u just wanted someone there with u to let u feel safe, u'll never know wat could happen when the next second come.It's night and alone, what do you expect a girl to feel like? I never wanted to say that out: or u really want until something really happens to me then willing to spare your time to accompany me?

He said my words wake him up, he finally stand in my shoe and think from my point of view. I was happy for he finally agree to stay with me in the lab when i need to go back at night. I was just curious, isn't this thing very normal, it's like what a guy, or i should say what a boyfriend should do? You know the place is scary an not safe for her, so you just go and accompany her. but he never link accompany to the scary point and keep asking me "What do u wan me to do then?" ....... or maybe he was just not calm enough to think of that

I'm glad that everything turns out to be fine. A little fight is necessary sometimes, just to let u know more about your other half, and what else you gotta compromise with each other. Just like signing a contract, if both parties agree with the term then then it's a success, if not, just make a new term to please both then. You don't really have to break up everytime if something like this happen right?

.......n night to the world, may all sleep sweetly~