I feel like i have been quite afraid for being alone, i feel like i wanted someone to be with me. I don like being alone, in silence, doing things alone. Of course i know that I can't make someone, anyone to be with me everytime anytime anywhere.

Well, back to research. Since i cannot really go into anything yet, so next week will really make myself stay in the lab whole day d~ the real thing is coming........

Oh well, let's just wait for the time to come.